Abstract
Studying atrocities poses many challenges for ethnographers, not least of which is how to represent violent experiences, which often exceed articulation. The atrocities perpetrated during the military dictatorship in Argentina are no exception. Yet, during my fieldwork in Buenos Aires, I found that the violence forcefully surfaced in many ethnographic encounters, as a result of my having accidentally absorbed my interlocutors’ psychoanalytic reasoning into my ethnographic praxis. Everyday psychoanalytic practices used among survivors and the relatives of the disappeared, such as catharsis and working through guilt, filtered through ongoing self-reflections and served a crucial role in my emerging understanding of an Argentine “ethics of feelings.” I couple this shared psychoanalytic praxis with creative prose as one integral way of practicing an ethnography of violence. Communicating through words that instill rather than explain the vexed feelings engages readers with the indeterminateness of violence and psychic “depths” in Argentina. This way of doing anthropology is what I call deep ethnography—an emergent form of sensing, talking, thinking, and writing about feelings.
Original language | English |
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Pages (from-to) | 223-235 |
Number of pages | 13 |
Journal | American Ethnologist |
Volume | 50 |
Issue number | 2 |
Early online date | 20 Mar 2023 |
DOIs | |
Publication status | Published - May 2023 |
Bibliographical note
Funding Information:I would particularly like to thank Freek Colombijn, Michael Jackson, and Darlene Slagle for their encouraging words to continue with this piece, and all the anonymous reviewers and editors of American Ethnologist. Their comments truly warmed me and provided, at the right moment, a path forward. Any mistakes are mine.
Publisher Copyright:
© 2023 The Author. American Ethnologist published by Wiley Periodicals LLC on behalf of American Anthropological Association.
Keywords
- Argentina
- creative writing
- emotion
- memory
- psychoanalysis
- reflexivity
- violence